the blindfold leaves me in darkness, helpless, dependent on Her for guidance. She is gentle at first, Her hands soft against my skin as She undresses me, unwrapping Her new toy.

She fastens something around my penis. i can't see what it is. She tells me it's a tens unit. i can barely feel it at first. when She turns the power up, the pain is intense. i crouch on the floor, crying out. She turns it down again. She leads me to the spanking bench and tells me to bend over.

the pain of the paddle striking my bare bottom is almost more than i can bear. She laughs with delight when i whimper. the whip is less painful, but more frightening. i know how much more it can hurt if She chooses to strike harder.

She leads me across the room and cuffs my wrists and ankles to the wall, facing out. She applies weighted clamps to my nipples. i beg Her to take them off. eventually, She does. i'm crying, behind the blindfold my eyes are wet with tears. She flogs my tender nipples and my testicles. when i close my legs in a vain attempt to protect myself, She orders me to spread them and i obey. She tells me to choose, nipples or testicles? i choose nipples. in truth, tender as they are now, one hurts about as much as the other.

and then it is over and She is gentle again, wrapping me in a blanket and playing with my hair as i lie with my head in Her lap, at peace at last.