it was, among other things, a weekend without an orgasm. it's been eight days now. not really a long time, but rather a lot has happened within that time. i've been flogged. i've been stripped and paraded around semi-naked. i've been touched in intimate and sensitive places. i've seen others enjoy orgasms and been the giver of orgasms.

under those circumstances eight days can seem like an eternity.

and yet i'm not really tempted. any attraction that the idea of fleeting solitary release might have is outweighed by the knowledge of how disappointed i would be afterwards.

i will wait.

it's going to be a long week.