it's a bit difficult to think of something to write about when the only thing on my mind is how desperately i want an orgasm.

you don't really need to listen to me going on about that. if that's your thing, go to any chat room or social networking site. you'll find an endless supply of hngs (horny net geeks) who will be only too happy to tell you how horny they are.

it's been eleven days now, which is a personal record. to the best of my memory, the longest i've ever gone between orgasms before, since puberty, was ten days.

i don't usually remember my dreams, but i had a vivid erotic dream last night, which involved being grabbed by the hair, bent over a table, and fucked up the bum with a strap-on.

what's really scary is that, after this coming weekend, i won't see J again for at least two, maybe three weeks.

eep!