i got to have an orgasm! in fact, i got to have two! and they were awesome!

of course there's no knowing when the next one will be. J said something about february. she probably just said that to scare me. probably. there was also some mention of finding a way for me to earn time back. i'm not sure if i should be hopeful or scared!

i also got to experience needle play. that was awesome too. it doesn't hurt all that much, certainly no more than the average flogging. but it takes a few seconds to take each needle out of its sterile packaging, so there's that few seconds of anticipation between the insertion of each needle that makes the experience more intense. and of course there's a high level of trust involved in lying there and letting someone insert sharp objects under your skin.

another first was breath play. no masks or gags, just J's hand over my mouth and nose. very intimate and spontaneous, no paraphernalia or preparation required. i loved it.