i haven't dressed in almost three weeks now.

no i haven't been running around naked. it's a bit cold for that. i mean i have not dressed 'en femme'. my pretty dresses, bras, panties, stockings and heels have remained unworn, my make-up has remained unused. i haven't even shaved my legs, and normally i hate having hairy legs.

i'm finding it difficult to be enthusiastic about anything right now, difficult to motivate myself to make an effort. tomorrow, however, is nimhneach. halloween nimhneach, at that, and my return to nimhneach after missing it last month for the first time since it moved to the academy. and i have a new dress to wear.

where did i leave that razor?