ouch! i thought my bum was sore last week! it really does hurt to sit down this week! i think i'm more bruised than i have ever been before!

R and M, two of the three lovely ladies who spanked me weekend before last at nimhneach, gave me a repeat of the experience last weekend. and then at the end of the night, just before R left, she decided to try out a new crop on my poor bum, which was already quite tender from the previous spanking!

of course, if you've been following this blog up to now, you know that i'm not really complaining about that! i do love it! there's a whole mix of varied intense emotions, from defiance to submission, bitter-sweet melancholy to euphoria, a natural high of adrenalin and endorphins coursing through the body.

but afterwards, i do need after-care. after an intense session i'm usually either close to tears, or need to close my eyes and cuddle and drift away for a bit. and not every Dom/me / Top is willing and / or able to do the whole after-care thing. with some it's a bit wam, bam, thank you slut, a quick hug and they're off for a smoke!

that's how it was on saturday night. after the spanking i just curled up and drifted away on my own - a bit of a strange experience at a party surrounded by people!